Chapter 36 : Fashion shock or Culture shock ?

Another 7 days left till I leave for Kampar , Perak . I'm absolutely terrified . What in the world am I going to do . There's nothing I can do to avoid it so I've got to embrace it . I am currently sort of 'over' the whole 1 year & 4 months away , but here's the thing :

My closet as you know if FILLED with high fashion items & people have never seen me with normal T-shirts or wtv . Nope . Never . I'm serious . Even if I go to just Jusco , I still wear something with at least crazy prints . I'm that type . So as you all know , I went to Kampar , Perak for a short trip to check out the place on Wednesday with my dad . We went into the college campus & I saw the students . The girls wore T-shirts & jeans . I can't do that . I don't have T-shirts . I always wear stuff like asymmetrical tops when I'm lazy . Thats as simple as it'll ever get . Trust me . 

From my Instagram & some of my OOTD's I've posted here , you all KNOW that I'm not the T-shirt & jeans type of person . 

No , I'm not saying I'm super high fashion & all that but really , I just don't know how to adjust . I'm trying to adjust by getting stuff thats my taste but a little more toned down . I think that makes sense . Plus , its super hot there in Kampar & I have to walk & all to the campus which is only 5-10 minutes away from my hostel . Not so bad . At least if I wear my sweater , I won't be sweating like a pig when I get to class . I hope . 

I'm sure you all think I'm being ridiculous & that I'm being such a bloody drama queen/spoiled brat & etc BUT I'M NOT . I just never had to ever tone down my outfits . EVER . 

This is so hard . I've actually sold some of my most precious pieces to buy more practical ones .  I am currently mourning over my huge loss . I'm trying to find decent & loose T-shirts but its so bloody difficult cause I'm fat . Thats why I don't wear T-shirts . Cause I'm fat . I said it . AND I'M PROUD OK . Ok .

I'm sorry this isn't another fashion post cause I promised to come up with one yesterday but I'm having another writers block . Ugh its so frustrating . 

Other than my toning-down-my-outfits-&-moving-to-Kampar problem , I will SOON be dying or dip- dying my hair . But I have no idea what to color it . Another problem . Help me decide by answering the poll I put up on the right side of my blog in the Nuffnang section . Just pick one that you think would be cool . I'd appreciate your help ! 

I think thats it for now . No pictures today ! Sorry *sad face* 

Till then ,

V

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