I wanted that change . I've been going through a lot lately , where I felt like the whole world was on my shoulders . I felt so suffocated & just not good .
As most of you know I went through a break up during my first semester last year with a guy that I dated for a year & seven months . He was my first love . He was doing just fine ((i guess)) & I was just stuck there trying to get over him . & I'm still having a super hard time getting over him .
Other than that , a lot of negativity has been surrounding me lately which added to all the things I'd been feeling .
I needed a change . Something of myself I needed to just get rid off . & the first thing I thought of was my hair .
I was on Tumblr & I came across this quote that said :
"He liked her hair long so she cut it short"
Oh the ridiculous irony . Yes , my ex always mentioned on how I should grow my hair out bla bla bla so I did until last Monday . It was long , too long for me .
I loved my long hair . Okay its not as long as others but for me it was long . TOO long . It was fun but waaaaaay too troublesome .
I had been contemplating on cutting it cause many people said that I looked better with long hair yet some say I looked better with shorter hair . So I did a little survey , I posted a photo of me when I was Form 5 & had short hair , yeah the bob cut . Majority of them said no .
But , I took the plunge .
& I'm so glad I did it .
I felt so much more better after I cut off all that hair . When the hair stylist tied my hair into a loose pony tail , & SNIIIIIIIP ! I felt the impact . I felt somewhat free .
I started to feel , recieve & also give out positive energy . Everyone gave me the most funniest expressions when they saw my hair & I'm now officially CUTE . SO KAWAII LOL NO .
Long story short , I'm glad I took the plunge .
The outcome will not ALWAYS be bad if you take that certain leap of faith . Its a 50/50 chance sort of thing . If it works out , great ! If it doesn't , lesson learnt .
I'm encouraging all of you to just take the plunge , cause who knows ? Maybe it'll make you feel different or even change your life :)
Still praying for MH370 ,
V
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